Growing Pains.

I asked God to stretch me, to help me grow in wisdom, love and strength of heart and spirit. It is intereting how God chooses to do things. It never seems to be the most pleasant way, pain, weakness and sorrow usually bring the largest change or growth. Sometimes I wish it could be different but I've come to understand that its more appreciated after coming through the storm. I have no doubt that God has a beautiful plan for me, a life more wonderful than I can even begin to imagine. I feel right now though as if I am only drifting, waiting for that life to begin. I wish his plan was more clear, I wish I knew which way to go, I want to make a difference, I want to help, just show me where....